bum

Suicide With Implements

It’s been a month with no suicide because my back hurts. It is said that our backs are not good for standing up since Pre-Cambrian, so I had to lay in bed with pain at L4-L5 and use my head to think for 28...
Patrunjel

Food Suicide

I had to buy vegetables and meat and a lot of bread to keep me going through life, nothing fancy. I don’t eat for pleasure. I eat to stay alive — and there you go, contradiction, I don’t want to stay...
bowling

Therapy Of Suicide

Today I went to the weekly meeting of the Suicide Veterans of Prevention Society. It is a therapy group where we talk about how good life is in general. The psychologist says it helps because you cannot...
dans

Suicide In Club

Yesterday I lay on the floor face down for 6 hours and then said to myself: either cut throat right now or cut throat later after I come from Club. So I got up and started dressing for Club. Which is sad,...
kid

Suicide Old, Suicide Young

When I was five I wanted to suicide all the time. I especially wanted to suicide during the act of excretion, when the fecal matter was exiting the sphincter and falling in the toilet with splash back to...